Update and Birthday!!!

Well Im gonna jump to the good news im turning 15 next month YAY!!!!! and all i want for my birthday is cash so i can get a new camera!! If you havent heard my old camera i got for my birthday a few birthdays ago finally gave in and died and do i need a new one!!!! Theres not much new in my life just the same usally boringness like always just wish that i had the light of my day back!! Shawn was the light of my day when ever i was bored he would be there to talk to when ever i had so much anger build up i wanted to tear my hair out he was there to calm me down and whenever i just need to talk to someone he was there!! I know that everything happens for a reason!! I feel stronger now that i do have a hevenly father waiting for me to come back to him and i know that Shawn is looking over us each and every day makeing sure that we are safe from any harm that may come in our way!! The other day i had some time to think and i was thinking about life and how its all just a big journey and that all the love ones that are left behind on the path like shawn and grandma maryetta get to skip to the destination and that when we finally finish our journey and get to the other side evryone we have left behind on our way will be there waiting for us its like they have been given super speed and beat us to the finish line!! Im so thankful for the gospel and the knowledge to know that shawn is at the finish line waiting for every one of us to finish with our journey so that we can be with him again!!