Which Would you Wear???

The forth of July!! FishFlops

Easter SurprizWire Heels

CortFlops

Grassie HillHeeled SneakersAbstract Heels

Opentoe bootsSassy no heels

WhiteSpikers

The Real Shoes

Fish Tank

C-through

Yellow no bottons

Frank`s Shoes

The Halloween Game!!

Icky Gross Creepy

Objective: find a picture online of a monster amke sure its scary you want to find the most scary that will creep everyone out.

Rules: It has to be a monster, it has to be scary, you have to write 3 words to describe your monster without using the word scary , and you have to tag 3 people.

I tag cynthia shay and steph

Birthday and New Hair!!

My new hair

My new cameramy cake

my cake after cara grabed it haha

Update for September!!!

School.::.School is ok I have made a few new friends. The school is SO SO BIG I have een in school for like 2 weeks now and I still have a hard time finding my way around.

Hair.::.I got my hair cut WAY SHORT and its ok I guess.

Dance.::.Yesterday their was a church dance on the beach it was so much fun!! It was the best because du it was on the beach, and my slow dance was amazing this time!! He was the first guy who actually spun me around like 4 times yea that was FUN!! Me and my friends made a packed that next dance we have to ask at leat one guy to dance with because we are way to shy!! I almost did but they said t was cheating bcaues I knew who e was haha!! I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT DANCE!!!

Birthday.::.Haha YAY my birthday is 2 weeks away!! I will be 15 YAY!! all I really want is money because my poor camera died and I found a new really cute one thats lime green and now I need it haha!!

Update and Birthday!!!

Well Im gonna jump to the good news im turning 15 next month YAY!!!!! and all i want for my birthday is cash so i can get a new camera!! If you havent heard my old camera i got for my birthday a few birthdays ago finally gave in and died and do i need a new one!!!! Theres not much new in my life just the same usally boringness like always just wish that i had the light of my day back!! Shawn was the light of my day when ever i was bored he would be there to talk to when ever i had so much anger build up i wanted to tear my hair out he was there to calm me down and whenever i just need to talk to someone he was there!! I know that everything happens for a reason!! I feel stronger now that i do have a hevenly father waiting for me to come back to him and i know that Shawn is looking over us each and every day makeing sure that we are safe from any harm that may come in our way!! The other day i had some time to think and i was thinking about life and how its all just a big journey and that all the love ones that are left behind on the path like shawn and grandma maryetta get to skip to the destination and that when we finally finish our journey and get to the other side evryone we have left behind on our way will be there waiting for us its like they have been given super speed and beat us to the finish line!! Im so thankful for the gospel and the knowledge to know that shawn is at the finish line waiting for every one of us to finish with our journey so that we can be with him again!!

Missing Someone Dear to me!!

A few days ago my Shawn died we had so many plans for next summer Im gonna miss him so much below is his picture and below that is a little something I wrote to get all my thoughts out before i broke down again!!! I love you so much Shawn!!

.:ShAwN:.Hahaha there is so much to love abput Shawn he was so funny, and sweet, he was caring, and loving, and everything in between. Sometimes i just cant believe that hes gone it happen so sudden one night were talking to each other and the next day hes gone. I sometimes regret not telling him that I loved him no matter what while he was he was on earth im just glad that now he knows that now and is in a good place. Even though I never got to see him in three years then found out that i wont be able to ever again broke my heart into millions of peices. On tuesday morning i woke up waiting for the usal hey girly or hey weirdo whats up and i never got it that moring i just thought oh maybe he had a long day and we were up late talking that night so i usomed he was in bed asleep. Well after my mom toke the girls to a moive i stayed home and got the baby to sleep and then went on facebook to check if Shawn had sent me his what up and as soon as i got on i went toShawns page just to see what was going on and before i got to his page I bust into tears I had no idea why i did i just did. As i was readibg through all the comments on his page people were saying "dont go yet its not your time pull though" and i just started to cry harder. Finally Shan came online and told me the whole story i was in so mych shock i was speechless i didnt know what to say. I started praying to my heavenly father please dont take another loved one ypu took one last year please let me keep him, and of course the answer was NO im sorry but this is the plan and its Shawns time to go. For the past few days i have been thinking of all of the good times me and Shawn have spent together i dont remember them all i just remember the ones that changed me forever. Like when all the younger kids would ask us to play house Shawn would have wrestling fights to see who got to get married to me and of course there were those times when landyn didntwant to play cause of course i was always married to Shawn and there were the the times when lan would be our kid and of course the times Shawn had to leave in the middle pf the game and landyn would be like "prtend you lost your husband and son in a car crash and now your getting married again to me hahaha i miss that. There was the time me and him were siting on the tramp at grandma clarks house were on laying on the tramp together looking up at the clouds and then sat up and and said i got ya just as stetson jump on then Shawn as quickly as he could kissed me and said it was all stetsons fault hahaha i knew hw wanted to do that the day i met him cause i kinda did too. He got in so much trouble for that. A few weeks before he died we were up late talking bout that kiss and i asked him was it really stetsons fault or did you do it on your own and sure enough it was him and not his brothers fault. I remember the time he tried to do my makeup lets justsay i didnt want to leave the house that day. The time me him shay and conner were siting in grandma maryettas camping traler and Shawn put his arm around me and conners like are you to in love haha i moved his arm and he kept puting it back and boy conner got so mad at Shawn for doing that. and of course the time me and shay made a magic potion and made Shawn drink it haha his first resonse was NO and it took a while just to get him to take a sip then he spit it out on me and shay well i guess we desered that mych for making him drink our magic potion that i dont think you would want to know what was in it haha. i remember one night talking to him on facebook and hes like hey girly whats up and im like oh well theres this boy who really likes me and he wont leave me alone and stuff and Shawns just like give his name and he wont even look at you again i dont know if he ever got around to that but its ok i know he loved and care about and he didnt wantme to get hurt in any way. and the most important was when he knocked me off the back of the fourwheeler i was in so much shock and pain i couldnt move instead if driving away and leaving me to go get help he sat there holdong my head until help came to me and i thank him for caring that much about me to sit there on the dirt road and hold me until help came to me he did get in trouble and i wasent allowed to ride with him any more but i did any way sorry dad but he care enough about me to stay with me. I hope that when i get into accidents in the furture he will he will be there to hold me and wait with me until help comes. This really changed my life so much i was in pain and it was hard to move but he sat there until my dad came and Shawn helped me up to ride back to camp he was always there for me he stod up for me when all the little kids got mad and started to throw rocks he told then they better knok this off or hes gonna beat them up. i knowthat Shawn will watch over me and the rest of the family but just because he watching over us doest mean that when its my time to go im not gonna beat up for leaving cause i still will. Im so glad that before he passed i got to ask him where i fall on his favorite cuzins or bestfriends because we arent really related but we prtended any way well sometimes we did anyway well i was shock to find my spot i swear i was gonna be one of the last ones because i always told on him and i regret that now but he told me that i was his favorite i was number one and im thankful that he thought of me as special to his heart just as him and shay tied for first in my heat even though we never really saw each other that much i still think that i was number one because he still had a big crush on me. I know that we all cn be strong and make it through this i love you all more than any thing..:ChEsiLyn•*•

Update for June!!!

Sorry my life is just sop plian but i did get my hair colored a strawbeery blonde!!! Im always bored but on mondays i have work then my fav show comes on at 8 then thursday i have to work again!!! Theres not much more thats new other than my grandparents sre here (the grimmers) and they are leaving on sunnday so yea thats it!!! oh and baby broke my glasses and so i have to wera my contacts every morning which sucks!!!

I need HELP!!!

Ok well as most of you may know I`m addited to the Sims!!! I had the sims 2 but it no longer runs on our computer so we got the sims 3 and well it takes up to much space and so it wont run on the computer we have. My dad says that a good laptop that would run sims would be about $500 but I dont have that kind of money and nither does my dad and so I need help thinking of ways to earn money and fast cause life her in conneticut is just plain and boreing here with out it so I need everyones HELP!!!!!

What I want to do when I grow up!!!!

I wanna know who knows what I wanna do when I get older the poll is on the side and mom sory but you cant vote!!!!

Update for April!!!!

Okay so if you have not heard yet here ya go there is a new band in town and they are really good I watched them live yay!!! They are called kicking daisies and they are all in 7th through 8th grade and they are a real band they are signed and everything yay!!!
We watched the Dark Knight as a family the other night oh my gosh it was so good I was so hocked if only Cara would sit and be a good girl instead of dump out all the popcorn and make me clean it up during the movie or play with the chalk from the chalk board gak she can be a big pain in the butt some times!!!

Okay so me and Celsi went for a walk and some people were giving these purses away for free and so we took them along with some other stuff but Celsi took those in and I think that it was all a bunch of junk that she took but ot to her she thinks they are the best things ever she said I wih mom gave me this stuff last year for Christmas!!!

Here is the recent book Im hooked too its so good its about this girl who wants to find her one true love and she has a plan but all this stuff gets in her way like Ill tell you a few things but not a ton cause I dont want to give evrything away well her ex boyfriend wants to get back together with her but she and everyone else thinks that he is the father of her sisters baby and she finds out that her best friend that is a guy is feeling gay!!! Read to find out the rest hahaha!!!

Here is my Easter lots of sweets and the next picture is the new bag and clothes I got yay!!!

Okay so help me here there is another church dance coming up this Saturday and now I have more dress to choose from I have been to three dances and I have worn the same dress to all of them!!!

My favorite dress yay!!! This one is really long I dont know if I would want to wear it to the dance!!!!

This one is new and its so comfy and its alot cuter on me!!! I will wear leggings with the rest of the dresses!!!

This one is cute I wear it to school alot!!!

Here is the famous dress I wear to every dance so dont choose it I was just showing you which one I wear eveytime!!!

Well thats all for April and I cant forget the birthdays of my two little sistas!!!